The same damn things I'm so quick to believe
Your 16 year old Filipino. I speak Tagalog and English and some Spanish. I love to dream and wish upon a star. I'm no perfect but I'm fun to hang around with. I get depressed and paranoid a lot. I'm the most insecure person you'll ever meet. I get lonely a lot and push everyone away. I love watching movies mostly scary ones, staying up all night, staring up at the starry skies, capture moments with my camera, making people happy and most of all, I'm the kind of person that'll always try to be there for you. Although I can't promise that I'll be there whenever, I'm not perfect but I'll just remember that meeting me means you're never alone. I'm friendly and I love being friends with everyone. I don't choose people that I should hang around with, everyone's different with their own different opinion. Everyone's fine just the way they are. I also admit that I'm a hypocrite. I scold people on what they do but also do what they do myself.I'm self-pity, awkward, annoying, bipolar, lazy and a weirdo.
I told you so
That moment When you know already that it’s just a waste to get close to that person but you still do it because you can’t help it, then in the end you were right all along about them leaving. You help them get back up and be the best friend they ever have and then when the time comes when they don’t need you anymore… When they have all these new friends that they rather hang out with, you just sit there thinking how fucking stupid you are for getting close to that person. Therefore you can’t help but to have this fear of getting close with somebody and you just start believing that everybody leaves in the end and there is nothing you can do about it.
one half of tumblr:
“i just wanna cuddle under a blanket and eat soup and watch movies all day with you and maybe kiss your cheek and stare into your eyes and hold your hand and tell you i love you”other half of tumblr:
“unf i want to take all of your clothes off with my mouth then ram you against the wall and pin your arms up and then just fuck the shit out of you”
xD
(Source: showmeyourb00bs)
Are you sick of me yet?
Well you should be. Just stop worrying about me. All I’m going to tell you is I’m fine and that I happy when in reality I’m dying inside. It’s better this way, even if I’m lying, its better for you guys to not worry about me. I’ll be fine alone
This shitty feeling….
I feel so alone. I feel like no one cares. I feel like everyone hates me and annoyed of me. I stayed home all day today wondering if anyone out there’s missing me or even looking out for me. Did anyone even notice I was gone today? I bet some people did but it’s not like they give a shit anyway.. I’m always being ignored anyway. The whole day I kept checking my phone waiting for someone to txt me… waiting for the people I care about the most to ask me how I am or why I was gone today. I’m clingy I know but aren’t we all? We all want to be missed, to be loved, to be looked for but at least I try not to show it.
I feel like shit. I feel like I don’t deserve to live in this world anymore. I’m losing all my friends and I can’t do anything about it. Seeing all of them happy with their own lives and knowing that they don’t need me anymore just makes me want to push them away. Days like this when I feel depressed are the days when I want to talk to them the most, open up to them and tell them everything that’s worrying me. I want to ask them for help and ask them to be there for me more. Although as always, I hate doing all those stuff. I hate that I’m so clingy and I hate that I get depressed just because of my friends ignoring me. I wish I was stronger. I wish I can go back to those days when I’m used to being alone. I hate how pathetic, ugly, stupid, clingy, depressing and empty I am. I hate myself.
It makes me mad how some amazing people I know sit there and say how they’re all alone and how everyone hates them! Seriously wtf!? They have so many fucking friends who love them and who constantly looks for them everyday. They have that one fucking special someone who only looks at them and thinks about them 24/7! They’re always surrounded by all of these amazing people who loves hanging around with them! Once they’re not around, everyone would start looking for them and start asking people where they are. I have this urge of slapping them and tell them how I wish I was them, how i wish that people would miss me and look for me like them. I’m jealous I know but at least they should stop secluding themselves and start noticing how important they are to a lot of people. At least, they should notice that they’re not like me, they are not alone and people actually cares about them.
I don’t get why Miley is being called a slut, whore, etc.. at 18, for wearing and doing what a normal 18 year old does and wears. But Bella Thorne is doing just about the same things at 13 and she’s apparently the “perfect” disney star..
heck-yeah-bieber-and-castronovo:
omg is dis bish 13.
HOLY FUCK. HOW OLD IS THIS BITCH? 10?!?!?!?
Water you doing? Seriously? Put some clothes on.
